Ever been in a place in your life where you want to do something amazing and out of the ordinary? I think I am at that point now.
Sometimes, after going through the same things or types of things again and again....you are ready for a change.
I am at a point in my life where I need to endure a personal change, a change that requires me to change the way I usually envision my daily life. Sometimes I feel that I missed my chance in college. College is usually the time that young adults try everything in the book before we officially began the adulting process...it's kind of like going through puberty all of over again except instead of getting a period every month I just get bills.
Anyways, life for me has been so weird lately. Everything has been changing in my life and most of it seems to be out of my control. From relationships to personal endeavours, I feel like I have been embedding my life so much into everything but discovering the joy that the Lord has creatively created in my life.
I am ready for a change to say the least but it's not the type of change that I usually look forward to. I say that because I am such a Starter. Starter - I create different ideas, I start off with tons of amazing ideas with no earthly idea of how I will go about it. So then my "Starter project" is left open ended and I am left looking unreliable and unmotivated.
As a now 24 year old, my desires have changed alot since first leaving college, I desire to have true joy in my life. Now as a "Starter" this sounds like another project is about to peak it's head around the corner. The biggest thing is that I want to value where God has me right now.
I desire joy!
Creating a reasonable bucketlist is something I have always wanted to do but never had because I simply couldn't see anything truly coming to past. But since I am in this place awkward place in my life...why not?
I will keep you all posted ;)
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