Bucketlist #1 - Discipline

Hebrews 12 really struck a nerve for me. As I have been adulting this thing called life, I have started to notice the things I need to work on as a woman in Christ and rarely has it been easy. Lately, God has been pointing out how much discipline I lack in almost ever aspect of my life. And let me tell you, blow after blow after blow has been a little unnerving, unsettling and to make it plain for the saints, its been disappointing. 

So after seeing this scripture on my Bible app, I knew that I had to stop running from what God was trying to show me.

One thing I can say I have struggled with is not allowing my emotions to change my plans. Its not good for friendships, the corporate world or even my own personal life. Many times, I would plan to do something and then almost as quickly as the weather changes, so would my mood and everything that I had previously planned. So what would happen next?.....well you guessed it...NOTHING BUT A BALL OF LAZINESS.

IT is so sad  but I have to be honest with myself. I guess it would ultimately depend on how much of a priority it truly is with me. When I know that someone is truly counting on me to deliver, I do it with a quickness, however, if at all I may seem to have a little wiggle room to change my mind - by George you better believe I most likely will. So you know after doing committing to this bad habit for definitely my entire college career once it enters into a new fascade of your life it just becomes draining. 

I want people to rely on me, to be able to count on me and not just look at me and think  I am a gaping black hole of slothfulness and unreliability. So with prayer and determination, I plan to allow God to mold all that is me into who I need to be, starting with Discipline. Not sure if that will be going to bed a specific time everyday, going to workout on a weekly bases or just reading my Scriptcha' daily. 

Its time to grow spiritually and the only way to do that is by accepting my flaws, calling them bad boys out on the floor and allowing God to lead them out of my life instead of allowing them to lead my life.

I'll keep you updated ;)